KEEP FAILING.

Why is it that you can hear something over and over again for years, or attempt to change something for FOREVER, fail a million times, and then one day it just clicks? 

I didn’t grow up NOT wanting to lose weight. Of COURSE I wanted to lose weight. But I just...couldn’t. Then AFTER I got married, I lost 80 pounds. You would think the wedding would be enough to propel me forward into success but NOPE. 

I have wanted to be consistent for the last few years. I knew it was missing in my life. I bought every planner known to MAN. Like, the expensive fancy ones that WILL change your life. Do you know the feeling of defeat when you throw away ANOTHER mostly empty planner?

Recently, it clicked. I have no idea why hearing the same types of talks and reading the same types of books finally created a shift in me that locked it in. I have no idea what I did or how I changed or how I grew that finally made it the right time for me.

So what I’m saying is...don’t be afraid to keep trying. You are not a failure. What if I had decided I was a failure and could never lose weight? What if I decided I could never change my habits? I would be a COMPLETELY DIFFERENT human. My life would be COMPLETELY different. Everything I love about my life wouldn’t be here. So...keep trying. Keep failing. Keep listening. Keep growing.